I want to know..

I want to know how to affect positive changes in my life. I want to know how to rid myself of this anger I am filled with. I want to know how to develop patience. I want to know how to be more tolerant. I want to know how to get out of my shell. I want to know how to get off my ass and move. I need energy. I need my foot healed. I need happiness in my life. I need my grandchildren. I have love. I have wisdom (of a sort).. I have humor. I have life. I miss my dad. I miss me.